Just over 24 hrs until I get to see my favorite band in the whole world!!! I cant freaking wait.

I think sometime next week I am going to start that food blog I was talking about earlier. I think it would be really cool to share what Ive been doing with other people. I love cooking and want to share my passion with others so I think that would be a great way to do it!

Wow today I had a blast I went boating with my best friend Kimberly, our friend Anne and Kimberly's parents. It was so much fun, I havent been boating since I was a little kid. We were out for about 2 and a half hours. We got out and swam for about an hour of it, it was so cold but us girls still had a blast. Kimberly's mom made us dinner and it was super good. I love it when I get to see Kimberly, she lives in Evansville so it isnt that often anymore. Well Im exhausted from all the fun that was had today! Night everyone!

I am thinking about starting a food blog. I really think it would be fun but Im not sure Id want to deal with updating it all the time. I do have some beautiful photos of food Ive created that I would love to share with people. We shall see I guess. Any thoughts??

So it has been too long since I posted here. Im still doing the Culinary School thing. Its going really really well. I have been on Dean's List or Honor Roll every quarter. I have decided Im definitely more into the Pastry Arts but am still loving Culinary Arts as well. This quarter Im taking Garde Manger/Classical French, a wine class, and my second round of purchasing we go deeper into actually purchasing things in this class. Ive made some really good friends at school and have enjoyed working with some amazing chefs. One of my favorite chefs at the school recently passed on. He was the assistant chef in my pastry class last quarter, it is really sad that he is gone I would have had him for most if not all of my pastry classes when I continue on with pursuing that degree in October. I am double majoring while I am finishing up my Culinary Arts degree I am going to be starting my Pastry Arts degree. I will be doing both for 20 weeks.

I have a wonderful addition to my family now too. It is super exciting to me. Mark moved his girlfriend in with him in December and I think before too much longer she will be his fiance and one step closer to really being my sister. I dont believe in the whole sister-in-law thing she will just be my sister then. She fits in perectly with our family and we all love her to pieces.

Well I think this is a long enough post for my first time back in a super long time. I really hope to update this more often. I enjoy reading everyones posts but guess I just feel like no one reads mine.

So Im back to only using this journal. I didnt read the other one ever and this one I actually read daily. I hope to actually post here at least once a week. That would be ideal. I hung out with Kyle a couple times this weekend it was great. I really miss him lots. We had dinner and then went to Starbucks and goofed off a little bit and then we went to Meijer because we were bored but still didnt want to go home. School is going really good. Last quarter I got straight A's I was really proud of myself. I also got a new job. It is going well not really sure how much longer I am going to stay there but at least until I find a better job. Well Im not really sure what else to type now so thats all for now.

Hey guys I decided to start a new journal. I wont be posting to this one at all anymore. I will keep it but just for my communities. My new one is LisaMarie_86 add me if you would!!

So yesterday was my 21st birthday. I drove down to Evansville to visit with friends. I really didnt do anything. Didnt even get drunk really a bit tipsy but not drunk. I kinda wish I stayed home. I mean its been fun but Im a little over the college scene at least right now. I dont know I am in school and all but I just work and go to school really. I dont have much of a social life. I dont mind it at all. I like life a bit on the choatic and hectic side. Sometimes I dont do so well with lots of free time. Oh well i dont know. just figured I would post something since I havent for months and months.

What is one food that you refuse to try? Why?

Hmmm I am one that will pretty much try anything once. Cat or dog would be a no no though.

1. If you were a fruit, which would you be and why? a kiwi because they are yummy!!!!

2. If you wake up and smell smoke, and you have to get everybody (pets included) out of the house safely, but you have time to grab one item, what would you grab? That is really hard. Pictures of my grandparents who have passed.

3. If you were stuck on an island, who would be the one person you would want with you and why? Cutter because she is amazing and I love her.

4. If you could change one thing about your physical appearance, what would it be? my weight

5. If you could spend the day with one famous person, dead or alive, who would you choose?Gwen Stefani no doubt about it!

so right now I really dont know what I want in life. I am really confused. I think I let guys get to me too much. I need to find a job but really have no desire to work this summer. I want to go on vacation this summer. I need to go to a beach soon. I want to play in the ocean again and lose yet another pair of glasses. I miss talking to people from high school. I only talk to a handful of people still. I dont have friends in Indy. Im hoping to meet new people at IUPUI but I dont know if that will happen. I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to be held in the arms of someone who loves me. I just dont know. My life is silly. But it is getting better. I am ready to finish school and get onto teaching. I seem like I am depressed but I really am not. I am actually happy for the time being. I just wish a couple things would change.

So Gwen was awesome. I dont know why I am updating this nothing ever happens to me. But I am super bored so I decided to say hello to everyone. Its effin hot in my house our air conditioner is smaller than what we should idealy have to cool the house so we have to get a new one. i hope we do soon. Im excited about going back to school. I am super ready!!!

I would like to announce that I love the Chicago Bears I think they are amazing!!!!!!!!!!

So Matt the guy I liked a lot and met over Thanksgiving break is moving 2 hrs north. I cried for a lil bit, but my friend Serge who I have been talking to for a while pretty much got me to laugh so therefore I quit crying. He lives in NJ and I met him on a singles community on livejournal. He has recently tld me that he likes me a lot which is flattering and I like him too but I was soo into Matt that I didnt see him as anything more than just a internet friend until a few days ago. Today he was just so sweet to me it almost made me want to get in my car and drive to him which is immposible since I have like no money!

If any of you care I am moving back to Indy after this semester is over. I am sick and tired of Evansville and just am not having fun here or loving it anymore; plus it will save my parents a shit ton of money if I move back home and go to IUPUI.

im sad that is all bye

I am all set up in my apartment. I am pretty much all organized. Classes start tomorrow I really am not wanting to be back in class but I will survive.

Saturday my cousin Becky was induced to go into labor. She had a baby girl at 8:41 pm on Saturday. Penny weighed 8 lbs 4 oz when born and was 20 inches long. She has blue eyes and tons of dark hair. I havent see her yet becuase this has been a hectic weekend. I am sure she is just georgous though. I cant wait to go and hold her. She is in icu for a few days because she will suddenly stop breathing like a person with sleep apnea will do. Becky the new mommy is doing fine. She had a rough delievery. She ended up having to have a c-section. I am happy for mommy and baby.

I went shopping with Stephanie yesterday it was a BLAST!!!

I also burnt myself yesterday that hurt.

When I get to see the baby I will take pictures to show everyone!!!

well he said i did a nice job on the literature room so at least i got a somewhat of a thank you. made my morning a little bit. so I am freakin weird if I cant fall asleep in my bed I will go and sleep in the living room on one of our comfy couches. Well last night I couldnt fall asleep and I was tired and wanted to go to bed before it was super late. So I went and layed down in the living room and fell asleep pretty fast. I dont get why I cant sleep in my bed but if I go into the living room I can. UGHHH so I was sleeping and heard my mom and brother getting ready and leaving, so I figured I had an hour or so to sleep still. Well with me being me I didnt wake up until I heard my dad leaving. We work at the same place so he left and I wasnt even fully awake yet let alone showered. Oh well its stormy now and I love the noise of that so its all good.

peace love and pixie sticks

So today my dad wasnt at work he was/is helping my brother move stuff. So today was a fun day at work well for most of the day at least. Didnt really do much joked around with the front room people. good times. well after we had lunch randy comes back from being at a job site. so melissa cool chick that i work with and sits at the desk next to mine was asking him if he brought us ice cream. of course he didnt so then he goes to the back room and puts his tea in the fridge. then he comes back into the front room and says put an order for dairy queen together. so most people write down what they want. I didnt want anything because I had a big lunch and wasnt hungry. Well he still expects me to go and get the ice cream. Im sorry I am not going to go and get your fat ass ice cream when I dont even fucking want any!!!! So then he was like so you really arent going. Well no Im not going to go waste my gas money for ice cream that I dont want. GRRR!!! Then he yells at me and tells me to finish the literature room while hes gone. I am almost done with the room. I have one more heavy box and some lighter ones that still need to go back. But I fucking smashed my finger and it hurts like a bitch so Im going to fucking sit here until I feel like getting up again.

I hate when my dad isnt here because then the ass hole thinks he is the boss. UMMM HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! no you are not the boss.

BLAH my finger hurts and Im all sweaty and I hate being sweaty!!!!!!!!!!!